Today is not good day for enjoy. At first it look okay but then become not okay because a small problem. TV, You are dammit kidding me! My sister and my mom frighting each other because TV.
Don't be silly... By at time I could not say what why my sis yelled back at my mom. What the heck? This is so stupid.. -,-
Well... I just want to say there are not same what we plan. we are plan it would be fine then not going fine. All what you want is not same what you dream. Just admit it. You life will be unfortunate. I can help that. My sister dream that she would get her job from Tia, I mean sis Tia. But... Like I guess she to late and she couldn't get. Just now the only leave is Jasco job but she dislike it. That would be a serious. If she can't get her job what would happen to us? That could be we are died together. What on my sis mind is hoping my grandmother help us and she have to died immediately. Just forget that hope! You planed to move here! Klang! And you know we couldn't survive without money. If you want to living easy, why wouldn't you stay with you grandmother? You can continue study and you don't have to think how to get money and you don't have to work hard! Just only you can't do is you can't be a style. And you dislike that don't you?! Well this world have test each human but just we don't know what people else feel. Some kind smile have a sad story but not showed. Even if you rich when you are young but you don't know what happen with you married after that. Maybe some kind frighting or something else I could not expand that.. Why my sis always think negative thing that she would be poor forever and always hoping her grandmother? If you mother get that when she mad at you she would not give any her property at you! Just admit that she would not ever love you when you small! There is some secret why the god do that. I don't understand why you always blamed god about you faith and about you life. It waste you becoming Islam if you don't have any iman on your. Well I couldn't say what because I not perfect to say that but I just write what I think. I never blamed God to what happen to me. I just sometimes blamed my mom because she very emotional without think first and then she chose a wrong men. When she fell so regret then always blamed us because my father. Why should you blamed us ? I don't know anything? I just born as the God make it. Don't say about the past and it would not change anything ! You waste you time to talk about that!
Sorry if I could not be a good daughter but I maybe will best but you can't mad for that cause you the only one who don't want to listen your parent and so the karma have begin. Welcome to karma cafe! no manu it left you have deserve got that what you have done. And that thing would be happen to me soon. Just I don't know when and how. I really know what my sister feel but at the time I know what my mom think so I couldn't not say who the right but think of it the both of them are wrong. Sometimes I think my mother right and my sis wrong. And sometimes my sis right and my mom wrong. Then When I think of that the both of them wrong and very emotional. Emotional vs Emotional and then the frighting happen so supper hero? Hahahaha. Can't believe it. But if each other talk slow not shout that frighting wouldn't happen again. My mom is the wrong when she yelled and saying about the past what happen like yesterday. When she get lose her money because she spent her money to eating Pizza with Haikal. She have to think that we are teen and you not supposes yelled like we are child! You know that you could be make other crazy and get mental! And you will make someone stress about that. Just relax. Well I don't what to say.. It look like crazy. But she is the one who say that child are going to be teenager so that could be there are gnarly so we are not supposes to yelled to much. Is that you mother... -,-
My sis is the wrong too.. Well she want to be perfect in whatever situation but please remember none of you plan would be perfect what you dream. Well I admit it I though it would be fine then I really shocked when my sis yelled back. This is so not cool. -_- My sis have hobby who like to blame anyone when frighting happen. She blame me because I late buy lunch to my sibling. Well that happen because she not help her mother about TV. Is is the one wrong too.. But none of my family would admit that they are wrong. I just seen it. None of them admit that. They are pretend like they are right so what I can't say? NONE... About Job. She really confident that she will get job from auntie ( I don't know what her name.Seriously) but why my feeling not good about that. My feeling always doubt about that. That would be a true. This feeling never wrong. I guess so..So don't be sure a thing that you not conform that. And the last she feel so sad cause she late. She can't get. I am sorry about that but if you really want that job you should be in earnest interview with auntie. Well I don't know what to say. There are little thing you should sacrifice. Like you are not gong cinema with us. No Hansel and Gretel. You want two? But you can't have that. One of you dream will slip.You have to chose one not two... It hard to say to you cause you will not me and I not you. Hard to you accept that but easy for me to accept that. You and I not same. If I suggestions Jasco job and you appearance look like you dislike and you always saying negative words that you can't do. You don't know that work are hard or easy if you afraid to try. Like me. I really don't know that work are hard or easy if I don't try but I always think positive that I could do that but in end I actually can't do.. There are not same between restaurant Ladyfinger and McDonald. I admit that I fail. I am sorry for that.
Well that not took a long time to frighting. I fine next. So we are going Jasco and then going Big Apple Donut. Let's some eat fine after my sis going to met auntie. In whole time she look so sad. While my mother try to cheerful. I just make a cool appearance even though I feel not good by at time.My sis going to get Job else after we are buy ticket. Well many chines girl walk around cinema. What they watched ? I wonder what it is.
After my sis going to looked other job. We are still sit here. When she come. My mother want to eat Bubur on our neighbour restaurant. well that nice. Delicious. Oh yeah.. Time come out. Well the most I have when my mom want take picture of me. Well you see. same story, same placed, and same cloth! Dammit! Not cool! This time we are seat not much closed. But like close. But what ever close me between that story I still couldn't see so clear that word. I just have to understand by myself. When I take that picture the movie, now then I can see the word but it so dark. Their face not clearly.. haaa~ This is not good~ After that we going back Big Apple Donut place. And eat some Donut. After that they are want take some picture from poster Hansel and Gretel. I just looking at .. Well I don't wanna talk about that... Forget it. I think finish. Sayonara !
